If God has to keep impressing you to keep you following Him , you may be a groupie and not a son. Fans don’t enter in to where the sons go. The hunger for the supernatural is very strong in our generation of faith. We desire to see more than we have... sadly it can become an addiction in it self to seek the Glory & Power.
There are times it borders on idolatry... confusing the Show with the Father.
It's not going to mechanic school that makes you a mechanic ; it is love for all things mechanical !